The Weather...and The Study

okay... let me start with... Here we are...in the month of April.. when flowers are SUPPOSED to be blooming... when the sun is SUPPOSED to be shining... when the winter jackets are SUPPOSED to be dumped... when the temperature is SUPPOSED to be more than 10 degrees... when the flip-flops and mini-skirts are SUPPOSED to be worn... u get the idea... ooo well... here I am... in Glasgow... the city of excitement and surprise.... it SNOWED... yesterday... really SNOWED...no kidding... has the weather gone bezerk?!?! isn't global warming SUPPOSED to warm the earth globally...??? or is it just the GLAGOW...the city with problem with the sun...hence the sun made a promise that it won't shine over glasgow???? *giggle* okay... shud stop now... guess the stress of the exam has affected my brain in any way possible... and the weather...spastic weather...spastic brain... guess the connection is there... or perhaps...just me... AVOIDANCE... is a big huge massive word... especially if it concerns ... study before exam.... yeah....avoidance of study....5 weeks before finals.... what can I say? I am pretty screwed...or REALLY SCREWED... oo well.. hack it... COMPARISON... after spending a week plus down south.... there is only one conclusion can be derived from the whole trip... Southern guys are generally BETTER-looking than northern guys... no offence to anyone...but.. it's a general opinion.. from myself and 4 other girls at the least... hmm... maybe it's the accent... maybe it's the way they dress... maybe it's the so-called "sophisticated" people are down south... maybe it's the ruggedness of northerns aids "turn-off"... maybe it's just the neighbour's grass is always greener... I have to agree with myself when stating the last sentence... why we never be satisfied with what we already have... why we never think good about things which are near and attainable... why we always look distantly for things... why we never appreciate things that we have gained... why we always look for more... this has left me pondering for a while... is it a good thing to always look and wish for more...???? OR...it's what actually can kill you in the end...??? be appreciative and losing the will for more....OR...have the will for more and the greed monopolizing our mind... we'll never know the answer for this...won't we? hence..here we are...getting confused as the days go by... a little bit lost...not so much for me....coz' knowing i have to set my priorities right.. and for now.... STUDY..STUDY..STUDY... PASS MY EXAM..... what to come after that... I don't really have a clue... ooo hack it....