The Impulsive Decision

Perhaps, there is no such thing as a harmless night out... Waking up this morning with a terrible headache and aching all over, the guilt just surrounds me and followed me wherever I go..*gulp*.. So, it was an impulsive decision..nevertheless, the fault still lies on the hand of the decision-maker....i.e.ME...ME..and still ME....so.. no one to be blamed...except ME... hence, here I am...trying hard to study...with no avail... ended up blooging..LOL...what an irony.. Hmmm...realizing how many impulsive decisions I have made these days, I feel even more and more despaired..."why am I so stupid..?" So...lets go back 5 days and 12 hours to the past...it was after Jean's surprise birthday dinner. Hanging out in Kenneth's until 12 sumthing.. talking about crap... that was one impulsive decision..when I was supposed to be back home, facing Keith Moore and Kumar and Clark... When I was finally able to make a firm decision to go back... IT SNOWED...... HEAVILY.... THE HEAVIEST OVER THIS YEAR IN GLASGOW... The call came "hey, u wanna go out and play in the snow?" "what? now?u crazyyyy,.........?!?!?!" "No...itz damn fun...there is no other time...seriously.." "hmm... let me think about it..where u guys going?text me...if i wanna go, i'll join u guyz...!" so..spending the next 15 minutes, looking at the window...assessing the thickness of the snow in the ground..thinking.."hack it...I can build a massive snowman with this amount of snow....!" Another call came "hey..come la... we're playing in kel Gate now..." Here it is... the IMPULSIVE DECISION... "OKAY!!!"goodness....I am crazy.."wait for me in the junction..." *sigh*...well.. stupidity never leads us to any good...I mean..never... It was fun though... 5 crazy peeps... just running around.. buried in the snow... soaked clothes and jacket.. "I cant feel my finger..i cant feel my leg..My face is painful...."walked for half an hour to reach the park...It was beautiful...if u've watched Narnia...itz something like it...but with Glasgow uni as the background... spending the next 2 hours just playing, not being myself...how fun that was!!!! when the 2 hours time was reached, all of us gave up...we need warmth....real warmth... so.. there we were..takeaway shop... eating chips drinking hot tea... *sigh...*the best place ever... well..truth to be told, If i could repeat the time, I would still go and do it anyway... aawwwww.... the worst still haven't come yet... when you spend the next 72 hours... lying on the bed and sick... u realized how stupid it was... especially when everyone else played in the snow in the morning...when it was 20 degrees warmer, with sunshine and no drop of snow...on your head... so yeah...I was sick..the whole week..not good...really not good... just thinking about the amount of time left for me before the exam.. --> I freaked out....really freaked out... BUT... still unable to make myself just sit there and look at my books more than 15 minutes... "what has happenned to me?!?!" Ooo well.. the first step.. I need to stop blooging, right? hmm, this might last for 1 day..so.. fingers crossed, toes crossed, body crossed... I can do what I aim to do... lastly, cheerzzzzz to all da peeps last nite..was good fun...